You have not lost your faith. You have outgrown the image of God you were given, and no one told you that was supposed to happen.   For most spiritually serious adults, the image of God they carry was handed to them in childhood or early adulthood by a community, a tradition, a parent, a pastor. That image worked for a while. It provided comfort, structure, and belonging. But at some point, usually in the middle of a successful, full, responsible life, the image stopped fitti