You have not lost your faith. You have outgrown the container it was living in. And the hardest part is not the theological questions. It is sitting in a room full of people you love, hearing words you used to say with conviction, and feeling the distance grow between their certainty and your honesty.   If you are a leader, a professional, someone who has built a life partly on the foundation of a faith community, this particular loss is disorienting in a way that few people